Why is this website here, why is does this kind of content exist, and more importantly why did you end up reading this?
You have kept on reading and not gotten out of this website, the reason is that there is something in you, that you either dont understand or would like to try to. This whatever it is, has surfaced and it has been calling. Often there is confusion, guilt, curiosity, trilled, shamed but liking it. This is the general effects of a kink or arousal to something, that is uncontroversial. These things are often dormant, and then something wakes them up. You are here because it woke up.
Now you have to decide to suppress and ignore this awakening or find a way to fulfill this urge, but with guidance and safety and without guilt Maybe you think you cant because what others will say, or your traditions or belief system. Maybe you think that your partner wont know how. Maybe he will oppose and judge you for it Maybe it is all of their opinions that will make you suppress it.

Whatever you decide this is how you ended up here curious how maybe you can.
There is a way to do that and there is also multiple reasons why. There is also reasons why not.